Oh, friends

HI PEOPLE. Yes I'm back, finally back to this space. Been missing in action for a couple of months as I was busy wasting time (GG and Teen Mom marathons) but even more so in chasing it back. I've always believe that time can be created / set aside if the task was of an importance to you. So whenever someone rejects me with a "I have no time" excuse, I would feel more offended in a way. Nevertheless, I guess I have to contradict myself this time round as I struggled with the deficit of time during the past 3 months. There were endless datelines to meet and exams to study for; literally 2 test a week! In any case, I'm so so glad that I have made it through that peak period. Yay to Graduation, Nay to moving on. Truthfully speaking, I don't see any good in growing up.. Everything seems to be discounted except your age. Lesser friends, lesser presents during birthday, less hair, less stamina, less money.. (Because we are not satisfied with a salormoon trolley bag anymore but maybe a Louuiee), etc. Sigh, why do I have to suffer from mid-life crisis that early?! Now I'm stuck at the crossroads, with so many options available. Should I study part time while signing a bond to work with the company as they pay for my degree / study full time / pursue music so i can teach while shaking leg at home / be an Entrepreneur. (HAHA) I wish my parents would step in & control my life right now. I don't want to make my own decisions and shoulder the responsibility alone. Can we slow everything down just for a bit?